Name: Survivor's Guilt
Duration: P00H05M48S
Description: A survivor of an incident where a girl was powerless to help her best friend. Said best friend wanted her to "disappear". Based off of the anime/manga BTOOOM!

Survivor's Guilt

from Dark Hour by Self Against Shadow

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A survivor of an incident where a girl was powerless to help her best friend. Said best friend wanted her to "disappear". Based off of the anime/manga BTOOOM!

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Verse 1
I locked and turned myself away
I can’t be reminded of that day
No longer would they consider my own
Friendship anymore

Pre-chorus
I can’t forgive myself

Chorus
So I don’t mind if I end life right now
Nobody wants to come near me, so
No one’d cared if I just disappeared
No one forgives me. Leave me in despair

Verse 2
I remember leaving you behind…
I remember seeing you in bind…
I never meant to abandon you so
You could be tarnished and impure

WHY, CAN’T I DENY (IMAGES)
THAT I JUST SAVED MYSELF

Pre-Chorus
I know you won’t forget

Chorus
So I don’t mind if I end life right now
Nobody wants to come near me, so
No one’d care if I just disappeared
No one forgives me. Leave me in despair.

Bridge
I remember that night…
I remember that night…

THE IMAGERY IS REAL
I KNOW WHAT YOU COULD FEEL
MY EYES WERE CAST AWAY
I COULDN’T BEAR TO SEE
YOUR FACE!!!
IN PAIN!!!
YOUR FACE!!!
IN PAIN!!!

THE PAIN YOU FELT WAS REAL
I KNOW WHAT YOU COULD FEEL
I CAN’T FORGIVE MYSELF
I KNOW YOU WANT ME TO DISAPPEAR

Chorus
So I don’t mind if I end life right now
Nobody wants to come near me, so
No one’d care if I just disappeared
No one forgives me anyways so

Everyone wants me to disappear
I cannot stop the hate you feel so
This is how my life would end right here
You won’t forgive me. Leave me in despair

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from Dark Hour, released June 25, 2014

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